Hmmm...

Tired. Though happier than usual. Helping out at my old school with a play ~

Got a new desk, and all. It looks so neat now...

Tired. Really tired.

Feeling groggy. (that word reminds me of froggy... but yeah. ) Tired. Luckily, I don't have homework, right now... too lazy to do any, I'll push off the science text book for tomorrow.

Slipping away.

You know when you lose people, like lose contact, or the things, classes, you do together have stopped? Why do we so often just go like - okay, I'll miss that person... but you just come accustomed to not having them there? Or not even care? Heck.

Today was the last day of my session for tennis. I got to advance to the next level! Yeah! Finally... though I might not do it because of schedule conflict and just stay with the current one... but I had a friend (ish) person who I always enjoyed seeing. His name is Thomas. He's a really cheerful guy, with light brown hair. Probably a year younger than me. Lol, he nicknamed himself 'Frenchman' before. He advanced to, and I was really happy. Though after this, I probably won't see him anymore, if I don't chose to go to the next level, which could conflict with my schedule. I wonder what it'll be like... without him? I don't know. I don't love him, but I love him as a friend. Someone who could cheer me up. But I know that he'll just become another one of my memories, stuck... if I don't do anything.

Love, Hate.

I still love him. No matter how much I've tried... I still love him.

Ironic how he'll never.