Here's to the nights we felt alive...

Hate when I start writing stories, I can never get them to sound the way I want. Perfect plot, stupid writing. >_>. Gah.

Don't know what's going on in my head anymore. School's been okay, boring, etc. Don't know if I have a strong will to live like I did. The only thing that keeps me going is probably Greg, Max, and other friends of mine. I don't know. But I can tell you, even more than before, I believe in my friend's statement of happiness, as stated in my previous post...somewhere.

Anyways...I hate that I always feel like I don't belong, and I never know things that others do. Left out...alone. Something like that. It's that gnawing feeling, you know? Perhaps not.

I miss the past. Not as much as before...but I just miss it. As always, ha. Going to start over on that story, some other time. Not in this post, at least.

Here's To the Night - Eve6

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Awesome song. Can't help but think...of the past, you know?

Wishing you were here.