Unbearable.

So lonely. So weary. So helpless.

Where is my inner strength from before? My will?

The past won't come back. Neither will this cycle ever end. I'm just so sick of it.

Why?

Why can no one see his blatant lies? Why can no one see that he's the hypocrite, criticizing others for mistakes he has made himself? Screw what I said about that guy earlier. I still hate him as much as I did. Gah.

I can't wait for spring break in two weeks. Or tuesday. When my sister comes home.