Continuation.

AAGH. Got pink eye...or red eye...or whatever you call it. Probably staying home tomorrow >_>.

But, continuing from yesterday's post.

I honestly don't know what I've felt about suicide and cutting, because I honestly don't know if I was just playing with the thought in my mind, or actually thinking about it.

I don't think about it anymore. Well, not suicide, and not really cutting.

In the beginning of this school year...my thoughts were jumbled up. I don't know what had happened, then. The thing about suicide, is that I'm afraid of the pain. And even, perhaps, the people I will lose. But, I cannot say that. Because there are times when I am willing to throw away all those people, to just get rid of the aching pain in my heart. That is the truth. If I had to say goodbye to 1 person, I would know who.

But that was the past. I hope for a better future, and I honestly hope that my emotions won't get the better of me. I hope. Tch.

Finished reading "Unwind" by...someone. (sorry). I forgot the author. But it was a good book. Made me think about some things.

I still hate that person. Less than before, yes. But I still hate him.