Lost.

I'm just...lost. Lost in this world. Why should I live up to the expectations of others, when I have my own to live up to?

...because I care. Because I care about what others think of me. And it hurts when I let them down.

Just realized how alone I am... how much I really don't matter.

I want to leave... because not many things are standing in my way. I want to say farewell to those friends, and just face forward... because I honestly don't know if they were truly my friends. I don't know if they even truly cared. Because I'm invisible to them...