Honestly.

Haven't posted in a while, now... I guess. Exam week is over now, luckily. So tired.

And honestly, right now, I still don't know about my feelings. I don't want to like the guy I do. But I do. And it's not like he's not a great guy. He really is. But I don't want to be hurt, going on and off like this.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm going to go crazy. Thoughts are running through my mind, and I can't stand it anymore. This superficial way of life.

I just need someone to trust. A shoulder for me to cry on. Someone whom I can just release it all to. Honestly.