*Cough* Supposed to be doing Spanish, and studying for spanish right now. But oh well. Taking a little break.

Today I finished the book, "Frozen Fire". It was a good book, not the best, but good. Though, it did make me think. Just a sort of weary group of thoughts. Something like that.

Once, one of my friends disagreed with me on my view of 'happiness'. He thought that happiness was something that was long, that was truly peaceful, getting rid of all stress. Or something like that. I thought it was merely short periods of light. I don't know. But now, I think I'm beginning to believe him. Honestly.

Why does the mere thought of you,
Cheer me up?

Even just a little.

Why can't I forget,
And throw it away?

I can't stop it.

Why couldn't I forsee,
That I would still love you?

Even after all this time.

Why did I even fall,
For you, when we were just friends?

And that would have been enough.

Why.

Not a favorite song of mine, it's just okay. But I really like the lyrics.

Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]