Exams. Gah. I got a B on my science one >_>.... And I have Spanish, Math, and English coming up. Gah.
Feeling numbness. Not essentially sadness, but numbness. Just found out that the guy I like is...dating? I think. But it's not like I even see him everyday. I only saw him during the summer. And we only keep in contact on facebook. But I definitely know he doesn't like me. I knew that from the start.
And I can't even count the people I miss. Especially the ones who don't keep in contact anymore.
A Beautiful Lie - 30 seconds to Mars
Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game
[Chorus:]
It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game
[Chorus]
(Oh Oh
The end of the world)
Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
(So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful...)
[Chorus]
Wish I could just forget about my past. Wish I could just throw it away. Well, most of it. And most of all, I wish I could stop clinging to my past.
Aww kurumi-chii... so that's what your CR profile was about awhile ago? I know how you feel... I doubt I'll ever find mutual love T~T
ReplyDeleteI tried to think of a motivational quote to add in here, but it'd probably end up being too cliched. Never give up? Don't look back, look forward?
I'm sorry ._.
Which profile? Though I probably know what you're talking about. And I guess I could say the same about you too, you know? It's okay. It's better with them not knowing they hurt you, than them knowing that they did hurt you.
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks, Tsuki. Just knowing that I have people supporting me is motivational, at times.