Weary

Her flying out of the nest just brought those two closer, and me standing all alone while they carry on.  I can see it quite clearly, the joy in my mother's face as she embraces those two, and when they talk and laugh together.  Please.

If I left some places, I know that it would not make a difference in people's lives like some people did for me.  It would not.  It's already been too long, I'm just delaying the inevitable, not wanting to deliver the final blow.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here? 

Leave Out All the Rest - Linkin Park

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.