I just realized that I have a bad habit of listening to sad songs... which get stuck in my head. Or crazy ones. Aha.
Here's the recent one.
Since October - In this Moment
Well you deserve only the best in me
without you I've lost it all
I know I've taken for granted all these years
the things that seem so small
and I'd give anything for one more, just one more try
to notice the things I'm holding on to
right now in my mind
cause I'm missing you tonight
till I finally close my eyes
I am caught up in this moment
so caught up
cause you're right here by my side
you always did bring out the best in me
that part of me has died
I know i couldn't even live my life
without you but I tried
and to think that I'm all you wanted
well you got all of me this time
and I'm ready to give this one more chance
as long as you're willing to try
so where do we go from here (when will I know)
like tearing flesh still the scars remain
the difference is so clear
and I'm breaking my fall, when I'm risking it all
and my options are few, when all I have is you and that's all
yeah I'm chasing the call but my patience is gone
now all these memories are coming back to me
Today I was at the Creative Writing Club at my school, and we went to the computer lab across the hall to type and update our 'novels' for this contest we're participating in. The guy next to me who's a grade older than me, I notice is occasionally glancing at my screen as I'm typing and erasing (I have terrible idea blocks on how to start things). Then out of nowhere he tells me that my story sounds interesting and how it sounds really good, and apologizes that he's been reading it. It was a big surprise, because I had been erasing half of what I had written, and usually no one tells me that, at least rarely. It made my afternoon and day, how's that. He had gotten a lot further than me... but oh well. And he rarely comes to club, too. And I'm not exactly the most sociable, attractive girl, seeing that I wear a lot of black. That's all for today, then.
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