Snow.

AAGH. I think I've seen more than enough snow for a year. >_>. Ugh. About...2 to 3 feet? I don't know. The power was out for about 32 hours? somewhere around there.

Ugh.

Didn't have school yesterday...and I hope we don't have school tomorrow. There's supposed to be a big snow storm tomorrow...and next wednesday. I hope. XD.

To someone who used to be a close friend -

Is it just me,
Or are you a completely different person?

You act like you're all that,
And somehow slightly ignore me.

Perhaps it was me being naive,
and thinking that it was like it used to be.

I don't know you anymore.
Because you aren't there standing next to me.
You're gone.

Whi.

Broken.

I don't know anymore. All I can feel is that it's broken apart. I don't even know you anymore. Those past memories seem like an illusion, a dream, something that won't come back again.

I don't want to love you anymore. I don't want to be hurt by someone who doesn't even know. I don't want to be living in the past, being disillusioned by mere figures that won't come back.

It's not pain. It's just confusion.

Generation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1AXZt3TWzg

'You say we got no future
You're living in the past
So listen up, that's my generation'

White darkness.

A dark feeling, one that will grow to beyond corruption if I don't stop it now.

It's a numb coldness, a sad darkness.

I believe it was today...in english, we were writing in our journals and we had topics to choose from. I chose "Why...is good better than evil?" It's not. Honestly. It's merely our own human labels that we put on them. In truth, there is no 'good' and 'evil'. The 'evil' ones are merely blinded by revenge, hatred, to push away anything to get to their victory. It is merely the 'good' that do things for the good for the people. There are always two perspectives to a story. Both on the same levels. But then again...it's merely my opinion.

Flawed Beauty.

I think I'm really going crazy. I can't stand it anymore.

Look at the picture on the right. I took the picture, then fooled around with the lighting.

We seem so bright, but then look at the shadows we cast. It's flawed beauty.

We are always aiming for the top, always willing to push people down if that's the road to victory.

No one's light is pure. We all have a dark aura surrounding us, no matter how well covered up.

It's judgment.

In a world of superficiality, where do you stand?

Don't give me your fake smiles, your facade, and then perhaps I won't give you mine.

Why do I feel so alone in this world, when I know I'm blessed with beautiful friends.

Why are we all, standing alone.

Honestly.

Haven't posted in a while, now... I guess. Exam week is over now, luckily. So tired.

And honestly, right now, I still don't know about my feelings. I don't want to like the guy I do. But I do. And it's not like he's not a great guy. He really is. But I don't want to be hurt, going on and off like this.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm going to go crazy. Thoughts are running through my mind, and I can't stand it anymore. This superficial way of life.

I just need someone to trust. A shoulder for me to cry on. Someone whom I can just release it all to. Honestly.