Once that realizing comes over, letting go... just feels easy. Just let go, go along with time. I don't know. It happened like a snap of fingers, so quickly and easily.
Still debating.
Sister's graduating on tuesday, I'm happy for her. Can't wait for the summer... I guess?
There are times when the moments you hold, are too dear. When you can't imagine anything else besides it, but you know, that next year, it's never going to be the same. Who knows.
Deep inside, you hold the fear that people won't love you. Deep inside, you're afraid that your friends that you really care about, will think you are a freak. After all, it's the wanting to be loved, that breaks us apart.
But I've had a lifetime of letting people down. A lifetime of wanting to rid of the expectations pushed down on me.
That's it for now.
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