No school.

Wow. We got off of school Monday and today...and now they've announced that we have no school for the rest of the week! Awesome. Because it snowed a whole lot on saturday...and we're due for more snow tonight and tomorrow. XD Really happy.

Started hearing this song the radio...sometimes, I can't help but think it's somewhat true. Somewhat.

According to you - Orianthi
According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I cant do anything right
According to you
I'm difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
cant show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny
irresistible
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything I'm not according to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
and you cant take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
you're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you


But according to him
I'm beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny
irresistible
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
so baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything I'm not
according to you

I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated. oh no
Why cant you see me through his eyes?
Its too bad your making me decide.

But according to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you cant do anything right
But according to him
I'm beautiful
incredible
he cant get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny
irresistible
everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
baby tell what i got to lose
Hes into me for everything I'm not
according to you
you you
according to you
you you

According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I cant do anything right.

.......and I can't help thinking that the guy I used to like is now a complete stranger. Well, no. I probably still like him. And I can't help thinking that if I stayed with him, then I could have loved him forever, even if it was unrequited. Ha. But I guess that's not how it always turns out, right?

On a 'I can't help thinking' role.

I can't help thinking that without one of my friends, I would be lost forever, and unable to move ahead. He has helped me a huge amount, and I still yet cannot find a way to repay him.

And I can't help thinking that I'm being really selfish, honestly. Nothing is really wrong with my life. I am blessed by the Lord. A well off family, a good education, yeah. But why do I always feel so unappreciative?