Honestly?

So sick of faking all these smiles.  So sick of pretending I'm okay.  So sick of all this fighting, sick of being who you want me to be. 

How long can we lie to ourselves that everything's perfect?

How can you say you love her when you're giving up on her?  

Why did my cousin have to get cancer?  It's not life, death situation, but why?  He doesn't deserve it.   Please, Lord.  Please.