Pipe Dreams

Have you ever had goals, dreams, that you wanted to accomplish...yet you knew were impossible, because of your environment, because of your parents? Pipe dreams.

I want to get out of what people want me to be, and just...do what I want, truly. I mean, yes. What my parents want me to do...I am somewhat interested in. But I want to do something else. Something better.

Pissed off.

Damn it. Today...well, currently I'm really pissed. My dad wants me to do this club at school...yet the announcements said that to those who are 'invited'. He wants me to go and ask the teacher, and yet, as he continues, I'm starting to not want to do this more and more. Why is he so worked up anyways? I'm the one doing it. Not him.

Things have been going up and down recently. Basically everything's the same. Yet I honestly can't hold it in much longer.